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I said I'm sorry...

I wasnt good enough... good enough



I tried to find my way through life, but life did not find me.

Pieces of a broken man, enslaved in chains and can't be free.

Seems my whole life's been a lie

All this pain, held deep inside

It seems I fail, the more I try

Like this is hell, I don't know why

All my life I've been denied

You can't count these tears I cried

I just want to run and hide

but giving up conflicts with pride

I just want to touch the sky

Get away, I'm so high

Reach my dreams before I die

Spread my wings so I can fly...



They say one's eyes become the windows of the soul

And they say the past will follow you wherever you may go

Sometimes you gotta run away, forget the past and take control

Or you'll never find peace of mind, or the perfect place to grow

You see your whole world is a stage, and your whole life is a show

Gotta find a way to bottle all that rage, deep inside where no one knows

Friend or foe, I suppose the wind blows cold when you standin outside

and you lookin in froes

and your soul never felt so low as you watch the door close on the

path you choose.

I wake up to a bunch of strangers,nameless

people, society..it

stares. It puts you down, you're

not important. Only you're

benefit to society,

slavery and capital. I look around. I didn't

belong.

They read you'r weakness, that you're mortal and weak.

They prey. Even when they have you're trust, and heart. Like a

pack of wolves, they rip you apart. You become bitter and damaged.

Your heart is black and hollow.

You're hate turns to dust. You

become dead inside. You start to dig you'r own grave. Love is an

enemy. Now you have learned. Your virgin heart has been thrown

away like a bag of filth. You dont exist and matter anymore.

Nothing matters except the hunger for hate. You gnaw at your own

hands. You only think of the feeling of

betrayal. You yearn to

hurt a virgin heart because of you're greed. It is opened to you

and you throw it

away. You hate it when its happy and loves you,

you take its life. An endless massacre to heartless souls, From

dusk till dawn, you see the world pass by. Endless crowd of

unhappy faces. happy, faces being worn down. death stares back at

you. You've become youre own God. God of greed and impurity, you

strike innocence..till thee End.

The love you gave to me was never as strong as mine,

wasted days and wasted nights all to spend your time,



Fuck you and your arrogant ways!

my hate for you will last till the end of the days!



Why have I bothered to speak to you once more?

And should I let myself lie bleeding on the floor?



Your foolish and all big talk,

how can you talk the talk if you cant walk the walk?



I am the spider and you are the fly,

I eat at you till the end I hope you die!



crush the butterfly and your future be gone,

because this is the glorious karma that I have won.



I hate you back stabbing bastard,

this is the woman you have made proke,

now take on your poor life and I hope you choke!